When you take the pause out of your life

Hello,

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I am writing this on April 20th, this week went by quickly, during this week I was updating my resume and I was uploading the information to different platforms on the internet. I am quite motivated with the subject and with the other things that I work on and that I do for pure love (I wish I received money for those social networks, from time to time). Among other things, I met one of my lifelong friends, we only saw each other for 10 minutes, but it made me happy to see him, he was away from the university and I was walking around with my family in the center, we were trying to sell some books (spoiler: nobody bought them from us) 

In other news, this weekend I'm going to see a squirrel, we met about three years ago, before the pandemic and everything else happened (that time it was very funny because he was having an affair with the girl he lived with), well, the truth is, I feel nervous for many reasons, but I really want to see him and share with him. Five months ago I didn't leave my house and now I'm living in a big city and I'm going to see myself in a person that I have loved for many years.

I am writing this on April 24th after returning from the city of squirrel, a long long time ago I didn't feel so comfortable with someone, I laughed a lot, I was calm, I ate delicious, I was with someone I never get bored with, there were two very very good days they were happy and peaceful days. I must say that I have noticed that we have both changed for the better and that now it seems that we understand each other more, I would like to say many nice things that he makes me feel, but I prefer to keep them to myself. I am deeply grateful for everything shared.

For now I must return to the reality of life, I am focused on my goals, many things that I want and that I know I can achieve. Having oxytocin levels so high, afterward, is counterproductive (I've become an expert in the biochemistry of my body).

I hope you have an excellent week, that you can have peace of mind and happiness. I send you a hug from this tropical paradise called Colombia.