Hello
This is the first time I
"take a break" since my socially accepted "productive" life began
(at least by most), I write this to you while playing KAS:ST- Hell on earth.
Last week I finished the Marketing work and the excel course, what I was doing
for Marketing was for a graduate student, so I felt the pressure to do things
1000 times better. In both things I did well, this week I’ve been tidying the
house because right now I’m living with my cousin who never helps (literally
never) to make order in the house, yesterday I was mode "I want to leave
this space beautiful for me", even wash clothes and the whole thing.
I’ve been getting into some debts
because I need to buy certain things to be able to live more comfortably, this
month a Doctor is going to remove one of my moles, because for a while now it’s
been bothering me more (in fact there are three moles, but I will go little by
little) they have to biopsy and discard any little thing. I had forgotten to
mention that one of my closest friends is going to be staying twice a week at
my house, because from my house it’s closer to the university, if he stays at
home, he would have to wake up at 3:00 AM to get to class at 6:00 (The city I
am in has one of the worst public transport systems in the world, there is no
metro and the way things are going to take about 50 years to build it).
If you ask me, with total honesty
I can tell you that I’m not very excited about my friend coming to stay with
me, for the simple reason that I am too comfortable living alone, with my rules,
my space and freedom, and sharing space with another person even if it’s
minimal requires giving a little of your comfort for someone else, but well I do it because I know I'm going to
help him a lot by letting him stay in the house. We had already lived together,
twice, sharing a room and the truth went well, so I didn’t have to think about
it much either.
I want to retake reading, I'm
already missing reading constantly. I was in two books:
-The subtle art of not giving a f*ck
-Mark Manson
-The revolutionary Pepe
Mujica-Walter Pernas
I have been exercising regularly,
however I feel that I haven’t seen the results I want and I think I know why,
it turns out that I didn’t use to eat bread, or bakery products (I did not like
it, it did not attract my attention), but in my country they have something
called Mantecada, which is a soft dough,
sweet at its point and with chocolate chips on top, gentlemen every
weekend you can find me in my favorite bakery (yes, now I have FAV place to go
buy bread) buying Mantecada and bread for the week, I am clear that I must stop
eating that if I want to see results but I refuse to do it, I have already left
many things that hurt me and I don’t plan to give up a little sugar that I can
enjoy daily.
Finally, do not withdraw your
medications without authorization from your doctor, it turns out that I have
been discharging because I have been feeling better, I began to withdraw the
one I took in the afternoon (of that I found a lot of literature, so I found
how to do it safely) and then everything was going well, then I started to
withdraw the one at night (that's the burn helps regulate my moods, well friends, precise that week in the house
they walked with their well-known toxicity and I have blown my temper and because
it gave me anxiety, tachycardia, I walked with tense muscles, I thought too
fast or did not think clearly, luckily I didn’t meet my cousin (who was the
person who was hahaha ) because I swear to you that there would have been a
tremendous problem. So do yourselves and others good, don't think you're
doctors and don't go around changing doses, you'll thank me.
I never thought I would feel so
comfortable being alone, but it is a reality, I enjoy too much the time in
which I can do my little things with tranquility and dedicate quality time. Not
being more for today, I say goodbye but not before telling you that I am
already clear about what will be the next courses in which I am going to focus,
I must continue working on improving professional aspects. I'll go exercise
after I've eaten my three good pieces of Mantecada with coffee. I recommend you
KAS:ST at Tomorrowland 2023.
Remember that you have yourself
and that is ultimately what really matters. I send you a hug from this tropical
paradise called Colombia, I hope you have an amazing week. Attached photo of
the happy Mantecada to crave.
If you want to support me in any way, here's my new PayPal: cavc0424@gmail.com
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