Good night,
This is an update of what I've been doing these days, well remember that I didn't have a refrigerator, well yes gentlemen, I just got into debt to be able to buy it, deferred for like 1465610 installments hahaha.
My mom is here with me for her birthday, my dad and I paid for her tickets and gave her money so that she could be quiet here. For that reason I was very concentrated for 21 days to have the money and be able to give her her gift, it made me very happy to be able to give her that, otherwise she would have been on a bus for about 14 hours of travel. So it was worth every minute of effort.
In other news, I was talking to a friend who I had deleted from IG like two years ago (because I didn't want him to find out that I was with the man who is now Volde, anyway, it's a long story), and I told my friend that I was going to add him again and that's when I realized that my ex/Volde unblocked me from IG, to be very honest, it made me feel some discomfort, like anger. I was annoyed for about 4 days, I already feel better. Obviously, I haven't even entered his profile, nor have I written to him, or anything like that, whenever I think about that relationship, I think about the day he was so shitty to me and the truth is that I forget any intention of talking to him.
On the other hand, many improvements have been made in my room, my mother and the family, helped me setting a table and we rearranged everything and now it looks much better. The truth is that I have thought that if I am going to spend so much time in my room, the least I can do is have a nice and comfortable place. I was in therapy this week and because I have been feeling strange all these days, I decided to pay for therapy to have the whole month, the idea is to improve the way I manage my emotions and prepare to stop taking the medications. Many times I spent money on men for love, I don't see anything wrong with it, spending money for myself, I deserve it.
Today I feel very tired, at this moment I am doing extras, because aha, you see me happy but the debts are still with me. This is my little update, I hope everyone is well, a hug from this tropical paradise called Colombia.
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