Hello hello,
I'm writing to you from my old city, so many things have happened and I've only been in this beautiful and warm city for 13 days. The first thing I have to tell you is that coming here they canceled my flight, which was at 9:45 AM and they'd rescheduled it for me at 1:45 PM (I didn't even want to spend so much time at the airport, much less spending money, because it's f*cking expensive). So I went to the next flight that left at around 10:40am and made eyes at the flight attendant so that she'd take me into account to board the next one. Indeed, within half an hour he was already leaving on that flight heading to the new city.
When I arrived, I felt too excited to be back in what I consider my second home, I was nervous. There was a last minute change of plan because the friend I was initially going to stay with had a problem with her girlfriend and we decided that it was best for me to stay that night at my cousin's. So I stayed with him that night, I must say that the day before I didn't sleep at all because the trip and meeting my friends made me very anxious and nervous. The next day I left for my friends' houses, because they were going to the KarolG concert and I was going to take care of the babies (they have 4 cats), they gave me the instructions and they left in the afternoon for the airport, The apartment they are in is beautiful and the kittens are beautiful.
I had the house at my disposal so I could make my breakfast and lunch, I had all the streaming platforms available too. That same day (Dec 1st) I planned to go out with my closest friends, with whom I've been in the most contact since I've been in Gotham City, we met up, we went to eat Sushi, we took my friend's and girlfriend's dogs and There we went to a new park in the city and we started talking until about 3AM, each one going back to his house.
On December 2nd, I already had a Finca plan scheduled with my cousin and his friends, so we agreed to meet at a place where one of my cousin's friends was going to pick us up and take us to the farm site (with that boy had a lot of musical feeling, since he liked rap in Spanish), that night I tried alcohol again after a year and 11 months of total sobriety (the truth is that I made the decision because I feel very stable in my life ), I drank very moderately and had a great time with my cousin's friends (I convinced my friend, who I was with the day before, to go, so we were accompanied). The Finca was beautiful... spectacular... the truth is it was worth every Colombian peso invested... we got to make barbecue, we took care of the potatoes, but we left someone in charge, because we went to play pingpong and when we came back they looked like plasticine. Failing you friends.
We stayed that night, those people were drinking and later I found out that they were also using other substances, but they seemed more drunk than anything else. At the end of the night there were people kissing, others in the pool (the water was freezing) and others asleep. We stayed until about 2 am or so and from there we went to sleep. The next day we had a pool and we left at 3PM. As a curious fact: one of my ex's real people was there with us (he was one of the people that I decided to eliminate from my networks when everything was over, but he hugged me and apparently he was happy, we even patched up for a while, in fact , he is a good friend of my cousin too). That day I was also playing with my cousin's roommates and I liked them very well, they are all artists.
During the week, I went out with my friend again and two friends from the university... well I had mixed feelings about it, because I realized that they were too nerdy and at the same time they made certain semi-sexist and stupid comments... I questioned myself a few times, why had I been friends with them for so long... we went to eat with them and then had a drink while we talked for a while... nothing extraordinary happened, however, I discovered that one of them had suffered from depression since he was 19 which I was surprised because he had never felt confident to talk about it, in fact he asked me many questions about my process...
My friends arrived on Wednesday, the next day it was December 7th (Colombian holiday in which the Virgin Mary is celebrated), that day I agreed to meet the friend I was staying with and another very close friend from work. However, I arranged to meet a friend from university before meeting them, so we ate Sushi, we were talking about life, university etc etc... we had a great time, in fact we started talking about religion, god and the war, he asked me many questions and I gave him answers that I considered included the things that I had learned and read in all this time, at that moment he told me like: wow I feel like I'm talking to chapgpt you give answers having the historical context and the morality of human beings (I honestly felt flattered by the comment), from there I was supposed to meet my closest friends, but one of them's car broke down, so I ended up going to the family party at the friend I was staying the night with... well we were having a great time... and I took a photo with them, I put it on my IG and my ex sent me a heart...
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