Unexpected Meetings

Hello,

Then, my ex sends me a heart (a.k.a: likes me <3) and I feel that finally the moment arrives when I can demonstrate many things for which I've been working throughout this year. Because I'm not going to give you "joy" or "good vibes", the reality is that I wanted this person to notice (if we arrived to see, that I was sure in about 70% of what was going to happen) as long as I was in my life since I don't stay with him. The friend we had in common started showing me that he was writing, telling me that he saw me beautiful, and my friend started asking me what happened if he came.

A few days ago, my friend (who we call the devil), said that he would paid any of amount of money for seeing my ex and me reunited again. He was already saying that he wanted to invite him to my friend's barbecue, she was organizing it for his girlfriend's birthday and because we were going to see, the three of us again. They made me laugh and I told them that I didn't have any problem to see him again, because I genuinely don't hold any kind of grudge. But I definitely wanted the he sees the person who I had became in these months.

As soon as my friend told me he'd come here... I honestly never believed he was coming, it was like 2-3 am, we were celebrating the candle's day in Colombia. Somy ex arrived with his cousin and his cousin's friend. He became considerably drunk (which didn't surprise me, but didn't leave me disappointed). I just thought about what our first interaction would be and he approaches me and says to me: Hello, nice to meet you, my name is... 

At that moment, I decided to ignore him and I didn't feel like it made much sense to try to have a conversation with him... There were moments when he spoke to me and said to me: Love. I just ignored the moment and continued dancing and distracting myself with my friends. Then that day the party continued until later on and we finished, the devil, the cousin, the friend of the cousin and a friend we had in common in another place. We were listening to music and talking, sometimes he tried to kiss me while we were there, our friends noticed.. the devil only laughed and my other friend had a worried face. I had a moment when I had to go to the bathroom, and I was worried about my friend talking to my ex and he was like: sorry, you couldn't forget how difficult it was to leave it all in the past, and it was something toxic ...

As I entered the bathroom, I told to myself: what things my ex said about me that my old friend was saying that I was something so toxic and he had to be careful about falling again? I just thought that in my mind the story was something completely different.

The friend who had a worried face was gone, he said goodbye to me and he looked him like: be coherent. We were chatting, listening to music. In fact, I was asleep until the hour when I had to go to work, I woke up and my ex was working in the room. He says to me like: do you really have to go? (There's something I forgot to mention, my ex had girlfriend at that moment), he said if I wanted to come back (I really wanted to have a conversation with him), I told him that I would need my things to work so I'd have to go to my friend´s for them. I went to my friend's house, but I had to take a shower first and wrote to him to tell me the address. My friend previously told me to tell to my ex that he could bring the beers we left in his apartment and that we could share and drink all of them together in her apartment.

He answered me 3-4 hours after and he told me he had fallen asleep. I said that there was no problem, but there was a small inconvenience, I had left the cell phone charger at his house, I asked him if he could send it to me in a car. He told he was lazy to go down to the first floor (which doesn't have much meaning because her building has an elevator) and from there he told me that he would definitely be with us, that he would bring me the charger and the beers. So he went to the house of my friend. But he was very strange, very serious and he didn't even look at me. There were moments where I turned to look to him, and in his eyes I was still looking at that look that I had met a year ago, but it quickly blurred.

He was sitting next to me, but he sat a little further forward so he had his back to me. He had an annoyed attitude, he seemed displeased.

There was a time when I went into my room looking for something (I don't remember what I was looking for), when I came back, one of them told me: here comes Diego (he was one of the friends I felt sorry for leaving him behind, because I knew my ex would need him in his process, and he was a friend that I adored, he was my best friend at the time), I felt very, very nervous. We were talking in the room and someone said: Diego is here. I was completely silent, many things were happening at the same time.

He rang the bell, a person who I had loved too much and that I had a hard time to left him behind had arrived.

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